I read this (3 yrs ago) letter from yang right after we broke up. He was confessing all his feelings to me. His hurt, his memories with me and his love for me. And I recall, I claim i was appreciating him but i moved on quickly. I did not realise that this some body would be the one to give up the world for me.

and.... i dont know how i feel right now. I feel i really have let someone so precious slip through my hands when all god he did was to deliver this blessing to my doors.
`but fortunately when i turn it away from me, it did not fall to somebody's else. it still belongs to me.

I'm glad this time I made the right decision. All my life, i've make all the wrong turns. but for this one correct decision i've made have change my life for the better or for the best bcos i have never thought i could feel so happy with someone and have someone who reciprocate my feelings. For someone who would rather suffer all these hurts i've caused him in silence or denial the past years.

He is after all so brave and generous at heart.